ninja nina HI-YAH

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 02:44:00 GMT

lightningmcnina.liveournal.com

more prom pics

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 08:35:35 GMT

hi farah, i really really really love you :D

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 13:54:51 GMT

i'm so sorry for drifting away, unintentional.i promise. i'll be back soon. when i'm back from australia cos i love how you all care about me (:

PROM part 1

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 13:18:29 GMT

fucking lazy to upload more pics, later, maybe. hahaha
gotta pack now!!!

i don't have the patience to keep it on the up

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 01:47:11 GMT

hi world, today's prom and i'm fucking sexcited. so yesterday being day-before-prom day, i went to town to buy my bangles to match my dress and heels but i met roopan before that to pass him something and he went to viveck's house while i went to val's. i saw a slut at town and she looked down when she saw me, i feel so fucking superior i swear. HAHA she's U.G.L.Y. ( notice how i try to make myself happy? ) but that doesn't matter anymore, right? we broke up and i think it's best like that. yeah, i'll have to expect some miss-him days but that's how a breakup works i guess. pretty sure i'll be happier single or maaaaaybe, that girl i've always been looking at could be more than just girl-nina-looks-at. HAHAHA ok shut up.a breakup doesn't mean i'm gonna stop hanging out with the usual people right? yeah, roopan said he'd call me when they meet and it's up to me whether or not i follow them. of course i would, not gonna lose my friends just cos i'm not one of their girlfriends and yes la, we're two fucking different people. i'm so quiet with him around and nina and quiet is so scary. hahaha. no, really. sooooo anyway, i'll be going to australia this sunday and i'll miss my friends like fuck but i'm looking forward to it la cos i'll be boyfriend-free, parents-free.so fun.

OMG, anw thank god i'm not with viveck anymore, he's tiger-ish aaaand, 3 white tigers ate a zoo stuff! WTF WTF WTF how scary. in singapore! ok la bye, need to veet my legs.

dreamcometrue 6th nov

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 23:36:25 GMT

oh and yes, i believe, if you think abt someone soo much all the time, he must be thinking abt you too, in the same way.
it's true i swear it is (:

i fucking hate you

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 23:31:14 GMT

yesterday was fucking fun! met cheryn and gwen at spins, walked arnd, went to starbucks where we played that damn fun game which makes me want an itouch so badly right now.I had a MEE SUA craving. HAHAHA. nina loves mee sua. especially how it sounds.meee-suuu-aaahhh. ok, enough. alex met us and we went to cine and took neoprints.i like neoprints.val came to meet us and val, i'm glad i've got you back btw. went to haji. cheryn bought her sexy heels so today they're coming over and i'm gonna wear my heels and learn the mean girls jingle bells dance.HAHAHA no, im serious. we should get matching outfits. k then went to eat thosai and went back to bugis, cheryn and i were being retards i swear but it was really fun la.you know i always thought last year november/december was the best period of my life. this feels the same as last year. EXCEPT i am fucking pissed of with my soon-to-be-ex boyfriend. i hate him. bye. go and die. bye.go and die.bye.go and die.

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 03:13:15 GMT

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

THINGS TO DO : 1. keep trying to wake cheryn the bum up
2. East coast to cycle (:
3. Lots of planning to do

i act like o's are over know.

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 14:56:34 GMT

i wanna be single and ready to mingle (:

-

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 02:56:47 GMT

a cat falls into the water, the rooster laughs
moral of story : a wet pussy always makes a happy cock
HAHAHA

after o's, lets's go for manicures like we did last year! (: haha good what, just in time for prom. so i end on the 11th, stayover at farha's house after so long on tuesday, madagascar and rihanna's with gwen on 13th, prom on 14th, post prom tilll 15th, australia on 16th! fucking sexcited i swear. i'm on a diet from today so i will look nice in my already nice prom dress. no more mee sua, nina! finally, i can spend more time with people i gotta spend more time with so i won't be bored of stuff and all. really.can't.fucking.wait.
OH and i love progesterone.hahaha, i like how small pills stop periods. i'll rob the women's clinic in kembangan plaza for their progesterone thingees. k bye. gotta bathe, go to siglap, study ss. all, with sam (:

thomson study dates

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 08:19:54 GMT

this is for when i'm bored

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 09:39:56 GMT

1.Who was the last person you were texting to?
`gwen the MAN
2.Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
`haha no one?
3.Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
`erm, depends on the subject. it's small for maths (: haha
4.Are you a morning person or a night person?
`i'm a whole day person. can?
5.What would you do if a guy comes up to you with a rose?
`haha i'll be very touched so i'll huggg
6.Are you there for your friends?
` yes i am, right?i hope so.
7.Are you a forgiving person?
`i think i am.
8.What is your favourite drink?
`i like milk.
9.Are you dating the last person you were with?
`nope
10. Who is with you now at home?
`my mum, dad, gramma and maids
11. Anything bothering you now?
`not really. i'm so relaxed that why im sitting on the chair with my legs on the table.hha
12.What are you listening to right now?
`fell in love without you
13.The highlight of your week.
`maths paper was easy, thats a highlight. the week is damn boring other than that.stupid papers la
14.Who was the last person who teased u?
`i'm not sure.aha
15.Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
`my mum.
16.Do you like your mom?
` er, yeah
17.Who was the last person to offer u a chocolate?
` don't know
18.Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
` some bollywood woman
19.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
` one day before can??? gerard way!
20.Have you ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
` HAHA no?
21.What are your plans for d evening?
`gwenno time (:
22.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
`to live alone,i think i would.
23.What does the seventh text in your inbox says ?
`'hi baby love'. HAHA farahhhh love u lah.
24.What's your favorite subject?
` mathsz
25.Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
`i keep laughing for nothing!
26.What do you think about love?
` very difficult to understand.
27.Do you know if anyone likes you?
` er yeaaahh? haha.
28.What did you dream about last night?
` cant remember
29.Do you want to be married right now?
` don't want la. i'll get bored
30.What were you doing at 2am this morning?
` sleeping
31.What do you usually do first in the morning?
` off air con, haha
32/.Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
`no, only when im at starbucks.
33.What is making you smile now?
` the fact that gwens coming to kembangan
34.Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
` kinda, no school!
35.How many different beverages have you had today?
`1.
36.Any plans for today?
` east coast
37.What is in front of you?
` Computer.
38.What is your favorite chocolate?
` kinder bueno?
39.Do you want children?
` yesss pleaseeee
40.What is on your mind now?
` nthing much
41.Anything black on your right?
` file
42.Are you expecting a phone call?
` nah
43.If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
` ohmanz, haha but wont die all
44.What day is it today?
` fry-day
45.Are you excited about this weekend?
` yup i wanna be school free
46.Do people underestimate you?
` i think they do
47.When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
` being with friends and going crazy
48.Last thing you ate?
` ice cream
49.Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
` yup, sometimes
50.When did u last went to the mall?
`last week i think,parkway

and you have no clue..

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 15:39:59 GMT

It’s my heart you’re stealing
It’s my heart you take
It’s my heart you’re dealing with
And it’s my heart you’ll break

almost a year... so fast and so, unimaginable?

maths

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 06:07:56 GMT

i had maths paper 2 today, was easy to me. i really hope i'll get an a1, or an a2 at least! Charmaine, Gwen and i went to eat and i took many medicines which makes me feel like i'm some old woman. My mum and dad picked me up cos i shouldn't go home by myself if i'm unwell.HAHA what am i, a kid?! school was pretty normal la in other words. Tomorrow's bio and accounts and i gotta study in a while. I really cannot wait for o's to be over.rihanna, prom, post prom, australia. WOW (:

i'll ' step off ' , if thats what you want

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 12:51:18 GMT

i really need time. maybe i'm overreacting cos other people can just forgive and forget? but i'm different, i haven't been through this ' aspect' of life, and i deal with it in a different way, i just need time. But try asking me to say something like that about you, i cannot because i never thought of you in that way, i embrace ur flaws la. Maybe i haven't done much for you, maybe calling your house to check with whoever who picks up whether you left for your paper every morning is annoying cos i act mature? i really don't get how you say such things yknow, it hurts, soooo fuckinngggg much. i swear. coming from you?!! it's crazy to handle. all i was asking for, is for you to understand me cos you were the only one who knew what i was going through and i was moody cos i was unhappy abt something that really affects me.was that so hard? i thought you knew me, i thought you knew that i am not that childish, i wouldn't just let go of something/someone cos of one line they said to me that was rude. i just needed time alone so i wouldn't snap at you again. i didn't wanna go for the movie cos imagine nina being there with a moody face, it's stupid. i can't go to the movies when somethings troubling me! when i read that, i did cry, i won't act tough. it hurts. really. and you, talking to me online about not ' letting ppl go' i was plain angry, cos was i the one who crossed the line? and you lied about loving me. you didn't love me. me being the sister you never had? lie also. cos i'm just annoying and you want me to step off and whatever i tell you, u take it like i'm acting like i've been through alot. and maybe to me, its alot. in my aspects. it is alot. in a year. for me to handle at least, maybe you're stronger? i don't know. but how can you say such a thing??? i'm sorry. that i can't brush this off so quickly. time. really. cos imagine me, saying something like that about you, and telling everyone its about someone else, and pretending to be fine. no, wait, don't imagine that cos i'll never be able to do that.and i love you too, really. alot.

If you lie, you don't deserve to have friends

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 04:29:34 GMT

( when you're bored and you've got a tube of kose black mask on the dresser )
i'm losing blood and i am scared. doctor doctor doctor, come check me. i could die and some would miss me.

wow

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 09:06:09 GMT

i can't believe you could bring yourself to say such a thing about me, i'm so upset and thank you, really. for lying to me.about everything.

diwali

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 16:49:32 GMT

HI, i'm pretty happy today. i went to tigers house for diwali and his mummy's soooo cute, i like. and winston is so cute also. and tiger also can say cute la. HAHA.the other usual people were there also, making fun of my balcony self taken pic cos i pout pout and pout somemore. had fun la.and i didn't study today, i'm such an ass i swear. tomorrow, haaaardcore studying!!!k bye, im sleepy and i miss the usual ij gang-bang

i expect.alot, secretly.

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 17:06:52 GMT

maths paper was pretty okay, but last year was easier, to me at least. well, i just hope paper two will be sooo easy that i can get my A2 that i've been aiming for. I accompanied cara for breakfast at subway and we bumped into cheryn and gina and i realised that it's been so long since i spoke to her so i asked her to come over. we slacked and went crazy at some parts haha and when she left i slept like a pig, i swear. oh and i think cheryn is the greatest example i could use to describe the whole ' being great friends with someone you disliked in the past' hahaha, i did not like you cheryn! i think i told you, but i'm glad i know you in an entirely different way than i used to.I like how we can talk about anything/ everything when we're alone but in a big grp, we're nothing more than 2 out of all the weird-ass-crazy-kids that usually hang out together.Oh and i swear, you flatter me. quite alot.
Alright, now i'm sleepy again and i plan to get up early to stud at starbucks siglap as usual, alone if sam doesn't reply, with sam if she does reply. oh and i'm prolly gonna get my prom dress, do smthing right for once, and go to nicoles ouse for dinner tomorrow, miss her

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 14:36:46 GMT

i really like my dad, a whole lot

you would have said "i love you" in the cutest place on earth

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 15:37:07 GMT

she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away

agreeable

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 04:42:30 GMT

horror(scope):

You've been too agreeable lately -- and you run the risk of being branded a pushover! Today, it's time to stand up for what you think is right. Don't back off from being the lone voice of dissent in the room. If something isn't right to you, then it isn't right! You deserve the chance to say your piece and have your thoughts be given just as much respect as everyone else's. No one is taking the spotlight away from you -- you've been giving it away. Take some of it back today.

oh. and i had a dream that you were at my house, in the tv room, playing soccer. haha and you didn't talk to me at all.strange dream

cycle

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 04:38:21 GMT

i don't like how people just decide when they want to distance themselves from you and then come back when they feel like it. that's basically one of the reasons,no. wait. the only reason why i don't tie myself down to a particular friend and call them my bestfriend whatsoever. i mean, who likes to deal with the fact that ' oh! my friend who's oh-so-special to me only talks to me when her other friend isn't there '. I hate it. but i guess that's how life is. unfair. i can't say anything or maybe i don't want to say anything but i sure don't like it. Then again, maybe i'm being stereotypical cos some people can manage their friends well. have a bestfriend and don't talk about her to your other friends 24/7 la. wouldn't you think you are boring your friends?! if you don't think so, think again and sometimes i feel it's the same concept as talking to your boyfriend about your ex a lot. the feeling just isn't... right. well, when i experience these little thing-a-lings. i just get frustrated but as usual i keep my frustration within myself or call someone to rant and be fucking sarcastic. haha sometimes, i wish i could speak my mind. like when i'm frustrated. why is it so hard for me just to tell someone i.am.annoyed.at.you.

manhattan fish market

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 13:44:29 GMT

if you fear loneliness,
you'll attract that.
if you fear embarrassment,
you'll fall on your face.

i think she's mad at me

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 12:38:34 GMT

i bought blue earphones today and i'm happy now. hahaha. yay! let's be gay!
k bye i'm excited to bathe with my new shampoo.